Receiving Life

I cannot understand how one as good as he would seek to dwell within one such as me. Forgiveness stood on its head. Righteousness turned inside out. Love exploding through all boundaries even as it encompasses more.
Without sin and yet indwelling those addicted to sin. Reconciled in the midst of rebellion. Extended in love, received in fear. It is the path of the cross. Misunderstood while understanding. Resisted while sustaining. Compartmentalized while integrating all.
I cannot understand. May there be grace to receive this life.