New Habits

I want to be different. Change some things. It probably has to do with forming some new habits. New ways of being that serve me better. Choices in what I do and when I do it that contribute rather than detract, build instead of chip away at, facilitate focus rather than magnify neglect.
My perennial problem with new habits is the built-in resistance to change that I seemed to have mastered. Or maybe it's wanting something bad enough. Or conversely maybe there's not enough pain and down side to my current practices to motivate me toward something better.
Something needs to change. I need to take a first step now.