I Dreamt I Dreamt

No time for dreams. I fall into the category of those who don't know what they want. It's more a matter of believing that I am not entitled, because of life responsibilities or deeper issues, to have what I want. Therefore it is not an emotional or theoretical space I permit myself to occupy, even just to dream.
I can do the "should" dreams. I should dream of a world of justice and peace. I should dream of health and well-being and salvation for all. Nice, but pathetic. I can do the heroic fantasy dreams. Saving the day. Rescuing the children. Standing in the gap.
It's an area for growth. Dreams fuel the soul and affirm the inner suspicions that we are capable of great things. My dream is to become more of a dreamer.