Structure's New Disciple

Structure has the potential to both empower and stultify. I currently need its more empowering properties. I've spent so many years resisting its constricting, conformist dangers, that I'm finding it not so easy to embrace or appropriate its undergirding and fortifying strengths.
Flooded with options and decisions at every turn, I find myself paralyzed in a mult-dimensional maze, where I not only have to choose which way to turn, but chose to keep making that choice against all others as well. No path has its own boundaries that limit the range of choices available. A living nightmare where the possibility of anything at all becomes the reality of nothing in particular.
Needless to say I have become a quick study on the merits of structure.